"I'll never be your beast of burden."--Mick Jagger
You speak of my love like
You have experienced love like mine before."--Alanis Morissette
It's another night on The Love Porch with the dogs; five of them tonight. Shawtie, my guest for another week, is irritating me. I don't know what she is barking at, but, at times, like now, she barks near constantly. I think that the poor dog is scared of the invisible butterflies that Henry often barks at. Jackson Browne is my soundtrack. Tonight, I kind of feel like I am missing out on The Big Time. Oh big time where are you?!
It's hard to pet five dogs, but I am trying, and so are they.
Almost cut my hair; happened just the other day(not).
It is always nice when you are about to get yourself into a bad situation to have those moments of clear thinking that save you. I had such moments today with regards to moving in at the first of the next month with a young lady whom I have been dating. My motives were mostly wrong. My karma would have been fucked, and I would have made both her, and I, miserable. My landlady let me keep this ole apartment that I had given her notice on. She said, "Yes," in her reply to my query as to whether i could keep it, and then she said, "Hell Yes," in her email, which was really nice. It is nice to feel wanted, and not my The Marshalls because they have a felony warrant on you.
Bundy needs more attention than I can give him tonight. I am lonely myself, needing someone to pat me on the head, and say that I am good. I am in a relationship, right now, where I don't feel good. There is a simple solution: get out of the relationship, and I am.
Opinions are like assholes. Everyone has one and they all stink.
What displeases one, will please another...you have to march forward no matter what; if it is what you have in you...in your heart and soul.
Henry has gone to bed; Dylan, Morisson, and Shawtie are waiting for me to come inside. The Love Porch is lovely tonight; some bug is making noise, and in the far distance I can hear a motorcycle rushing through the night. The Big Time did not arrive, today, but that is ok. I had a pleasant day, and I come from a past full of days that were not pleasant. Amen, brothers and sisters. Amen.
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