Dearest Mikel K,

I am deeply saddened by your feelings and thoughts of me. I will be far more cautious next time in who I trust with my confidences. These are not consequences my soul wishes to suffer. You were so free, fun and felt so safe. My heart still believes you are a wonderful person. It is not in my nature or even a possibility to quit loving you. Please take care of you.

I do love you, and respect the fact that you no longer wish to "friend" me.

Love, Peace and Happiness,
All Ways and Always,

JOAN
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You hit me in the face with your beer bottle top, as well as went places I feel that there was no need to go: touched bottons, as they say. I took you off my block list yesterday. You have all the benefits of a Facebook friend.


Several weeks later, after I pitched a hissy fit in the heat, and blocked her, again.

Dearest Mikel K,

When ever you might be ready to accept me just as I am. Nothing less, Nothing more.
When you realize I meant only good for you/us contact me.
I will admit that I am not emotionally stable enough to do this.
I can not offer any apologies for just being me,
for what I am or am not.
I have nothing to hide and have spilt it all out to you honestly.
If ever you need me: or want something:
You have my numbers - ring me up.
You know my Facebook - friend me.
I'll do my best.

Please take care of yourself.

Love, Peace and Happiness,
You've Got a Friend,
All Ways and Always,

Just Joan